juz a lil insight into my world....
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Wednesday, October 19, 2005
small world..[ 4:36 AM ]
gtg n sleep now but still wanna write some thots abt today's flgt.. came back past midnite actually.. bloody crazy flgt since it wuz only 1hr45min goin.. n juz 5min lesser comin back.. fuck! how do u expect e whole svce plus tea coffee by hand liddat?? not to mention havin a stupid SFS high on her stupid power trip.. but e pax were definitely nice compared to other flgt, namely dhaka n such.. dey were generally nice ppl but of coz there's always e occassional few whose life mission is to create a bad name fer others by actin like such PIAs (pain in e asses).. such a waste dat it wuz too short a flgt coz i wld lurve to talk more to those ppl.. i mean, i always fantasize abt how e persians were like n i've always regarded em wit such high esteem n i'm glad dey've pretty much lived up to it as opposed to e ppl of e ctry i'm in rite now.. arghhh.. on dat note, i juz can't believe dat e guy who's apparently interested in me (calls me sugar n wat haf u all e time) actually oredi has a gf!! gettin married soon some more.. no wonder when i approached him at e first malaysian restaurant, he seemed so unlike his normal jovial self.. i thot he looked shifty n out-of-place.. juz brushed it aside but surprise,surprise.. his gf is shamim (my flatmate)'s fren n it juz so happened dat dey had lots of catchin up to do n e gf came over to our table n had quite a long chat.. but b4 she left, nazrah asked if e guy in white wuz her bf n she wuz like no! mine's e nigga at e end of e table.. we're gettin married.. well, i really din noe wat to say or wat to feel.. i mean, it's not like i like him or anythin but e fact dat he's been actin as if he's so into me n potrayed himself as a single guy really got to me.. proves my point of it bein impossible to trust guys over here..