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Monday, August 21, 2006
stuck in a rut..[ 9:29 PM ]
hmmm, on one hand, i feel lonely n e longin to haf a significant other's been buggin me mercilessly... on e other, i tink i'm not up fer e constant callin n reportin strength part of bein in a relationship... wit all e constant worryin n tinkin of dat person, wonderin wat he's up to, if he's behavin n all.. still, it doesn't help dat i'm surrounded by ppl who're blissfully in luv n wat-haf-yous, coz it really makes me want to be involved wit someone even more... n u oso haf e rare occassions when i'm at someplace romantic n i juz wished dat there wuz someone special there to share e moment wit... so, one moment i wan someone, n den e next i dun.. gawd... don't i sound like a seriously confused n fickle person?? i guess i am... n i guess i'm not prepared to get emotionally attached either?? coz it takes a lot fer me to fall in luv wit somebody, but when i do, it's really head over heels, constant loyalty, one-man woman fer me... n nope, ppl in relationships are not my cuppa tea... i dun like to share.. so sistas, yr men are safe... =P