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juz a lil insight into my world....
my rantings & musings...
nothin more, nothin less
& wat goes on in here,
stays in here...
kapish?

juz got back fm trilogy.. only had an hr plus there n to tink i paid 50bucks fer dat... sheesh... not really in e mood to gelek but oso not really in e mood to sleep... is there such kinda person??? no mood to sleep!!! hehehehe.... got back fm hamburg, changed n out to meet lyndz n e girls... pamz, beckz, naz n simon... n no, simon's not a girl!! but e last 2 left earlier... saw tok janggut n dat mohd guy there.. happenin!!! n dat mohd wuz like 'u neva seem to answer all my fonecalls..'... i had absolutely no replies to dat, i mean, i simply din wan him to tink he has a chance.. so hard to stay frenz when all he says is dat he'll wait til i change my mind n he'll always be there... pressure u noe!!!! all i cld say to him wuz dat i'm sorry n dat i've been doin long flgts.. which is e truth... partly newayz.. =P
soooo wanna go back to brissy.. wanna see ellz.. *grinz* evrytime i watch a documentary, reminds me of e dvd we watched of ricky gervais' stand-up... n not to mention how proud he was of his blue planet dvd collection.. he wuz like 'i spent e last hundred bucks i had on dis instead of e concert i wuz plannin to go to...' sweeeet.... well, thing is, dis nadz guy seems to be rather flaky n i dun wanna be there fer him to toy wit, i mean, why not spend it wit someone who mite haf e hots fer u, rite??? plus, suz n even yonz felt dat there mite be sthg.. as in, dey tink ellz mite like me.. n i, of coz, am all coy n shy ard him which of coz gives of e impression dat i myself like him.. okie, maybe.. i dunno... he's nice.. sweet.. shy.. a bit selenge... but i dun fancy cocky guys anyways.. only thing is, he's all e way in brissy n i'm here... he's juz turned 30 n i'm not... sigh... tinkin of dat day spent at their place... nice.... ice-cream while watchin tv... n how he wuz like 'i haf a surprise fer u!!' while goin to get e icy-creamy... heheheh... so refreshingly sweet... (hmm, come to tink of it, nadz bought me ice-cream as well e other time... hmmmm... isit a guy's trick??!?)

to date, i've put on 5kgs fm my weight back home.. unless there's sthg wrong wit e scale in hamburg.. which i highly doubt.. i mean, i'm havin chips, a big bag at dat, n to balance it off, i haf green tea beancurd thingy... tryin to squeeze in a so-called healthy snack... rrrite...

hafta remind myself dat i haven't written abt e last sinz-brissy... my memory's sooo gone... i left my freakin four-cheeses ravioli n cute lil garlic spreads i bought fm e supermarket n left em in e freakin fridge in e freakin hotel in freakin hamburg!!!! bloody hell!!!!!!!
® i wanna be wit someone but i dun wanna get tied down... as in, i hate reportin strength n havin to explain myself all e time... or tryin to pls someone 24/7 by listenin to em.... noe wat i mean???