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yep, it's a freakin looong walk, n we actually blocked off e front cabin!!
neva haf i been sooo in touch wit my malay roots, over here in dubz, til recently.... went fer iftar buffet at fmr wit salz, harlz, sharifah n omar... whole spread of yummy melayu dishes, lined up like as if it wuz an orang kahwin bawah blok (malay void-deck weddins back in sinz)... there wuz nasi goreng kampung, daging masak merah, ayam lemak, etc, etc.... yuummmm!!!!got chendol, bandung, teh tarik... enak sekali!! so, newayz, stuffed our faces, wat wit e jemput2 n goreng pisang... cld barely breathe once we were done.. hahahaha... den we all walked to cosmos, chilled wit some sheesha.. n salz wuz sayin dat she gets high wheneva she sheeshas n i wuz like i thot i wuz e only one who felt like dat n i din wanna say anythin abt it.. in case it really wuz juz me.. =P 
so there we were, talkin cock n laughin like mad woman, waitin fer time to pass so dat salz cld go back n get ready fer her cochin.. in e end, she pressed '2' so we chilled a lil longer b4 headin fer satwa to look fer paint.. smangat kejuburanz to paint e house u noe, those 2.. den it oso rubbed off onto me, coz i've been sayin i wanna paint my room fer e longest time but still neva! unfortunately, e shops were oredi closed so we headed fer union co-op (it's sthg lika ntuc) to look fer e tools... so at least now, i'm a few steps closer to actually doin it, got meself e roller n e brushes etc.. hahahaha...
lin-lin cooked fer me juz now!! yeay!!! stayed at her place til ard 2... had a much-missed bitchin session followed by a 'game' of 6degrees of connection.. hahaha.. seems like evryone noes evryone ah.. seriously!! it's scary!!! newayz, talked abt some ppl.. updated her abt e happenins in my so-called life n normal girly stuffs liddat... can't wait fer her weddin.. linz, u so muz bring me to carla okie? i'm like totally excited to see e fitting!!! aaargh!!! my fren's gettin married!!!! n it's a proper weddin, which i'm not gonna miss fer e werld.. i mean, i'm constantly regrettin not bein able to make it to shamz' so i haf to make it a point not to miss dis one... feel so guilty abt shamz' ceremony.. n to tink dat wuz like mths ago... =/ 
i'm really surprised at myself.. surprised at how fast i can haf a change of heart.. i mean, there i wuz, a few days back, goin head over heels over dat gd-fer-nothin-lebo-mofo.. n now, it's all changed.. instead of tinkin abt him constantly, i'm loathin even tinkin of tinkin of him.. best of all, b4 my sinz flgt e other day, he managed to screw up my mood simply by bein there.. he juz came back fm flgt n i wuz goin.. i wuz walkin fm e other side, rite towards him coz i had to go to e customs (not coz i wanted to approach him!!) n there he wuz.. he din even acknowledge my foolish-wide-grin n simply turned to talk to some other dude! i felt so rejected n humiliated by e fact dat i wuz actually walkin wit a wide smile plastered on my face when i saw him.. sheesh.... he muz be feelin all smug abt himself.. why oh why did i hafta like him?!? how can i be so foolish?? but wateva lah.. it's a lesson learnt, i mean i had to, eventually.. n it's gd considerin it took me close to 2yrs to finally let my guards down n fall fer someone over here in dubz.. but of coz e outcome is expected.. i believe if it wuz meant fer me to find someone here, it wld haf had happened ages ago.. esp after e saga of my last rlsp.. but so far, after bein single fer 10mths now, i still dun even noe if i'm happy where i am rite now or am i gettin more desperate by e day... but actually, come to tink of it, i dun get annoyed by lookin at couples as much as i wuz last time.. sure, i haf days when i wished i had dat too but e idea rarely come across now.. guess it doesn't affect me as much.. sure, i talk abt boys all e time, but it doesn't mean i'm on e prowl (ok, maybe a lil..=P).. maybe coz i dun wanna put myself thru all e shit again.. dat's a lil bit too late (and contradictin) after fallin fer nadz, but at least i'm sensible enuf to stop.. at least i noe when enuf is enuf.. okie, i'm juz tryin to console myself there.. 
i swear dat really took my breathe away.. i admit i somehow expected e dvd but i din expect myself to be dat overwhelmed.. but of coz, i acted all cool abt it.. i mean, i din even noe how to react lah okie? part of me wanted to wrap my arms ard him coz i really, really luv dat movie n i've been tryin fer e longest time to get my hands on it.. either fm dvd stores or by downloads... managed to get e downloads but always can't open e files... neways, i spent a gd deal of my childhood, watchin e tape like almoz evryday after skool n fantasizin (totally pure imagination) abt bein in dat movie.. 
den yana drove us all to tanjong pagar, where her bf wuz havin a photoshoot fer his band, meltin snow.. a metal/rocker/hard-core kinda of band i tink.. den headed to spize to break fast.. fer those fastin, at least.. heheheh.. den, it wuz back to tjg pgr, where we ourselves had a 'photoshoot'
of our own b4 headin back to e hotel to wait fer e wake-up call.. dat wuz e worse 1hr of e whole trip man... dreaded goin back to dubz.. like totally countin down to e gd-bye.. where's e good in gd-bye!?!? seriously??! 
(he's a laydeee..)