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juz a lil insight into my world....
my rantings & musings...
nothin more, nothin less
& wat goes on in here,
stays in here...
kapish?

i simply lurve dis 'chasing cars' song by snow patrol... been on repeat on my playlist.. somehow, it gives me dis stir of emotions wheneva i listen to it.. maybe it's juz e arrangement of e music... or maybe it's e simplicity of e lyrics.. like totally relatable, noe wat i mean? i wldn't mind juz lyin down somewhere, peferably not in e middle of e road, n juz let e day go by.. n e best bit is dat no one needs to say a single word, but to juz revel in each other's presence.. coz i find dat more precious than words.. n i shld noe, bein so far away fm home.. sometimes, i juz feel like i've had enuf of words.. enuf fonecalls, enuf msn, enuf smses.. dey're juz not e same as bein e e presence of yr luved ones.. (not to mention how costly it gets!!) but on e risk of confusin u lot, i hafta admit tho, dey're juz not enuf.. given a choice, i'd trade anything (well, almost) to juz sit there, side by side, not sayin a word, than havin to make conversations.. sure, it'll be nice to haf a chat n exchange some sweet words, but e best conversation cld be one void of any.. it's like yr souls communicate wit each other n it's on a deeper level.. u seek n u find comfort in dat closeness in proximity.. n dis doesn't juz apply to couples in love, in fact, frens, family, anyone, cld bond dat way..... sigh, maybe i'm juz lackin human comforts rite now.. i badly need a hug!!! be it a received hug or a given, i juz need one terribly... to make me feel loved again.. i've had my fair share of turnin to food fer solace, it's abt time i got some human touch.. =/ cue dat song.. 'when i tink abt u i touch myself...ooohhooohh...' LOL!!!!
gosh, i'm sucha whiner..

juz feelin a lil homesick at e moment.. i cld tell, coz wheneva i feel dat way, i listen to michael buble's 'home'.. heh... i miss my dear frens sorely.. honest!! been tinkin abt em a lot lately.. wonderin how their lives are/has been/will be... i'm sucha lousy fren, it's amazin dat i still can consider em as mine.. i noe i tend to neglect em big-time n i've neva showed my affection as much as i shld.. but it's juz me... maybe i take evrythin fer granted.. not dat i dun realise my mistakes but i s'pose old habits die hard.. hmmm, ultimately, i tink i'm blessed.. to be surrounded by ppl who care abt me n frenz who luv me despite it all.. i hope! hahahahaha.. seriously, to quote a quote tinz quoted.. "frenz are god's apologies fer relatives".. or sthg along dat line.. =P den again, i dun tink i'm e only person who's closer to their frenz as compared to their own flesh n blood.. well, as i said, i s'pose i take evrythin fer granted.. relatives included..


®i've had a few fave songs lately, maybe due to e fact dat i'm in e listen-to-songs-and-act-emo phase.. LOL!!! dunno lah, so many uncertainties dat i wish were certain.. sigh~