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Saturday, February 24, 2007
i needa bitch![ 3:20 PM ]
some ppl simply haf no brains.. while others juz dunno how to use one... like someone i noe fer example... (keep in mind e fact dat dey're always slammin e freakin doors in e house..) it's way past midnite n dey're watchin a movie in their room.. sure, go ahead, enjoy... but haf e decency to not blast e freakin stereos!!! if i din msg dat person in question, tellin her dat i've got an early mornin flgt dat day n i'm tryin to snooze, it wldn't be dat bad... but i freakin texted her 3 times!!! in a span of half an hour!!! first thot wuz dat maybe her hp wuz not switched on.. or maybe i din send e msg out.. but after e third strike n still i can hear e freakin noise fm her rm, i called her up.. n wat she said simply made me burn.... she simple went 'oh, e movie finishin oredi.. we turnin down e volume liao...' i mean, wtf?!?!?! i din even hafta ask her to turn it down, she oredi knew.. she obviously got e freakin sms-ES!!! how considerate one can be totally amazes me... in e first place, i dun understand why u even need to turn up e volume so much as if u're in e cinema.. if it wuz in e day, it's still acceptable... but in e nite?!? as phua chu kang puts it... 'use yr brain, use yr brain!!!'
once, her partner shared wit me dat dis person actually took up psychology... made me tink.. perhaps dat's why she acts differently to different ppl... i mean, she did mention she hates hypocrites, but sometimes, she can be a real big one.. fer me, i dun get affected dat easily, i mean, i noe there were times when she used reverse psychology on me or even tried some subterfudge... but i'm so god-damn bo-chap (i.e. can't be bothered) dat i tink it annoys her dat wateva she's doin isn't werkin on me.. n i can see it all to clearly when she's declarin her affection to my other roomie... probly tryin to make me feel left out.. i did feel e pinch initially but now, it's so clear wat kinda connivin person she is dat i can't trust her thru n thru... evry lil action she does, or lil thing she says, i tend to analyze it first... i honestly dun enjoy doin dat.. coz it's certainly not a trait of bein bo-chap.. plus it does gets tiring to not trust someone u're in such close proximity wit... newayz, i dun tink i hate her... it's juz dat i'm not dat keen of her weird antics.. n e fact dat she treats her partner wit such manner, totally puts me off as well.. imagine meetin yr 'scandal' in some other part of e world on valentine's when yr partner is rite under one roof wit u... proves how much she treasures e partner huh?
gosh, i'm sooo judgin her rite now but i'm juz in my bitchy mode lah... i mean, i do like her, we do haf our fair share of gd times.... it's juz dat i can't stand her bein fake...
®as i said, i dun hate her... in fact, it cld be worse, i cld haf had some arabic girl put up in e apartment.. but yeah, i do luv her, at times... but when she puts up dat show, it does turn me off coz i can so see thru it.. some mite not be able to, but personally, i get disgusted... it's not sthg personal against her.. it's juz me.. wheneva i noe dat e person has a character like hers, i'd rather stay away..