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juz a lil insight into my world....
my rantings & musings...
nothin more, nothin less
& wat goes on in here,
stays in here...
kapish?

damnit... dat song i so thot wuz sweet n apt, e one i had in my recent entry, totally reminds him of a certain her... coz apparently dat's e exact song he listened to evry day followin their break-up... how dandy!! n it's not funny either when we went clubbin e other time, n she wuz there, n of all e songs dey cld haf played, MOS had to play 'case of e ex'... i mean, is dat funny? i dun tink so... geeez... i cld tell she wuz all dat n more fer him den... i mean, yeah, it's all in e past but i dunno how come i get all jealous n defensive when she's bein mentioned... i haf no personal agenda against her, i dun even noe noe her.. but i juz dun like e feelin of bein 2nd best, noe wat i mean? it's like tryin to be e replacement.. sheeeesh... dun get me wrong, i'm not insecure liddat, i noe i'm hot (so not shy there!! =P), n i noe i've got gd things to offer, it's juz annoyin when i get anotha blast fm e past, featurin her... sigh.... tanx cupid!!!!! great valentine's....

®let's see, i'll be werkin tmr, on a freakin kuwait turn... while a certain fren'll be in egypt wit her beloved fer a short holiday.. anotha fren's in bintan wit hers.. but den again, it cld be worse ah... anotha fren of mine's on a layover while her partner's stranded here at home wit me, havin wild imaginations of her cheatin ard.. n it certainly doesn't help when dat fren of mine totally allows no means of contactin her there... poor thing u noe her partner... geez.. some ppl really dunno how lucky dey are.. i mean, i'd give anythin to haf my darlin here wit me.. under one roof... despite his tendency to make me feel 2nd compared to her... sigh...