This is misfidz@blogspot.com

juz a lil insight into my world....
my rantings & musings...
nothin more, nothin less
& wat goes on in here,
stays in here...
kapish?

i've known her almost all my life.. and i'm not exaggeratin.. nearly 2decades?!? dat's amazingly loooong... as i said, i dun even noe if marriages last dat long these days, much more frenships... ppl come n go... it's juz part of life.. but to haf someone u share e bulk of yr life wit, to grow up n *ehem* blossom togetha, to see e transformation fm innocent wide-eyed kids ( yes, we were!!) to hot, nubile femmes ( n yes, we ARE)... i must say i'm truly blessed...

we both haf our differences n dun even get me started on e idiosyncracies dat comes along.. but trust me, i truly haf luv fer her, in the most heterosexual way of coz.. she's like e sister i neva had.. true, juz like sisters, we bitch abt each other n at times, i do feel like stranglin her.. but we've gone beyond dat.. ( i hope.. ) =P
she's pretty much influenced e way i turned out n i certainly can't imagine havin reached dis stage of my life not havin known her at all.. (hmmm... i took a second to picture it, n boy, it wuz quite a task..) i'm sure life as it is wld be more empty.. no one wld haf exposed me to e spice girls!!! e horror!!!! LOL!!!!!

n no, i wun haf all these memories of growin up, wit incidences of flashings, someone doin my make-up on my prom nite, e passionate affair wit chocolates.. my life wld pretty much be a void..

granted, sometimes, i dun share enuf of my life wit her, but it's simply becoz i'm so scared of bein judged by someone i hold on so dearly to.. laugh, sceptics, laugh all u wan... but honestly, to even come close to bein a dissapointment to anyone i treasure, is a big n real fear i haf in me... fer all of e others out there, 'i dun give 2 fucks abt wat dey tink'-*quoted by lynda*

so, on dis special day, altho i haf only less than half an hour to finish dis entry up before it turns midnite in sinz/perth...; i juz wanna wish my life-long-bosom-buddy-bestie with all e goodness in e world, e best in health, wealth, happiness, luv, e whole nine yards fer dat matter.. u've touched me ( not literally ) in more ways than u can ever imagine.. true, we're not dat affectionate but i juz wanna let u n e whole world noe dat u mean so much to me n u certainly added spice to my life.. truly can't imagine life witout u n i juz wanna thank u fm e bottom of my heart fer acceptin me fer who i am instead of runnin off fer yr life...

well, u're pretty much stuck wit me now fer e rest of yr life n i'm soooo lookin forward to our REAL blings to celebrate e 2nd decade!!!

dearest tina, happy 24th bifday n as cliche as it may sound, may all yr wishes come true!!!!!

*MUAKZ*