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Sunday, June 10, 2007
dirrrrty..[ 2:17 AM ]
almost went to snoozeland when i realised i din write abt today.. well, nothin much happened.. in fact, it wuz e laziest, slothiest day on record.. fer myself, at least... din do anythin at all.. unless u consider finishin season 3 of desperate housewives as sthg.. practically vegged out in front of e tube e whole day n ordered pizza.. meal fer two; fer juz one i.e. me!!! hahahaha... it made more sense coz i thot it'd be my two meals fer e day but i had no appetite to even begin with so i only managed to down 2 n a half slices.. damnnn... i'm restless n i din eat enuf.. wat's wrong wit me?!? but yeah, e pizza inspiration came fm telly, seemed like evry show i watched had ppl eatin pizza in it... there u haf it.. e power of tv!!
but dat wasn't e only recurrin theme today.. e other being infidelity... of coz there wuz loads of it on wisteria lane.. it is part of e plot anyways.. but den when i wuz watchin Dr.Phil ( hey, it wuz in e aftnn n there wuz nothin interestin on!!.. ) n it basically revolved ard couples wit unfaithful partners... there wuz this particular dude, who's married n insists there's nothin wrong wit him gettin some fm other women n expects his wife to understand.. in his own words, 'it's juz my nature.. i'm e hunter..' n e level of maturity reflected by him wuz totally incredible.. n i'm totally bein sarcastic here.. he's juz so bloody shallow n childish he even walked out of e show when he wuz cornered at one point.. coz he wuz tryin to weasel his way out of trouble by lyin n obviously it din work coz e interviews dey did wit him prior to e show wuz all on record!!! one hell of a stupid SOB!!! n if his wife chooses to stick by her sad-excuse-of-a-man; she's stupider... ( is there such a word?? ) kinda reminds me of a certain 'fren' who stayed here wit us fer almost 3mths.. juz received a fonecall fm her/him e other day.. simply becoz they were havin problems again n dat gf of hers switched off her mobile.. so wat's new?? sheeesh... wake up n smell e roses!!! or in dis case, my fart... hahahahahahah!!!!!
so as i wuz sayin, e whole theme fer today wuz infidelity.. n even on channel v, when i wuz channel-surfin, e first song dat came on wuz 'don't lie' by black eyed peas... hmmm?? wat's up wit dat?!
first of all, i wun even take cheatin on me lying down.. dat's fer sure.. i'm selfish liddat.. i dun share my man.. n i'd probly be on a rampage, juz like dat biggsby character on despo housewives--she learnt of her hubby's affair n went on a shootin spree in e supermarket... not really a shootin spree per se... go watch n u'll noe wat i'm talkin abt.. but of coz, i'm not as crazy.. i mean, i'd juz let nature take its course.. after all, karma is one big bitch no one wise enuf wld wanna mess wit.. in JT's words in dat song of his; 'wat goes ard comes back ard...' oh, n of coz alicia keys did a gd job sendin out dat msg as well.. i hate violence n i hate confrontations even more... ( wuz starin at my 3 cats-see no evil, say no evil, hear no evil- figurines n tryin to figure out which one i wuz.. n i tink i'm say no evil...) i hate unpleasantness tho i do bitch abt it occassionally.. juz dat i wun do much abt it.. i pretty much wait fer e evil-doers to get their just desserts...
but lately, i've been tryin to stop all this negativity n tryin to get myself to rise above it all.. i mean, wat's e point in cursin others when all it does is make u feel worse?? n wat's e point of stoopin to their level? i tink it'll be betta if u juz wish em all e best n move on... if dey tink dat doin wrong is right, den let em learn their own lessons... of coz, dis only applies to ppl who crosses e limits wit me.. if ppl dat i care abt does any wrong, i'd give em a hard knuckle on e head to knock some sense into em... so, if u eva get sucha treatment, juz rememba, i'm only doin it becoz i luv u... =P
so as i wuz sayin, i can be pretty selfish.. only when i noe dat dat sthg is mine... n rightfully so.. i'm not e kinda person to come in between a couple n somehow, in all my simple-mindedness, i'd expect others to honour dat as well.. but of coz in reality, dat's a lil too much to be askin fer... dat SOB i mentioned earlier, e cheat on Dr.Phil, even went as far as to sayin to e audience who disagreed wit his point of view dat it's right fer men to get some action outside their marriage, dat 75% of em wld haf been cheated on... now, dat's a worryin statistic.. wateva happened to happily eva after?! wateva happened to e sanctity of a marriage?! i wanna be those old couples, still in luv wit each other, still holdin hands in their twilight years.. or is e generation we're in juz unlucky enuf to be degenerates?? heck, the other couple featured, had e husband cheatin on e wife while she wuz goin thru plastic surgery in order to please him... she wuz lyin there, bein cut open, all while he wuz bein pleasured by someone else.. we deceive ourselves wit lies, deception n more commonly, plastic surgery... wat haf we become?? (n by we, i dun mean me..=P) n to haf 'reality' tv shows which sensationalise n even glorifies vices ( i'm talkin abt jerry springer shows n e likes..) n havin ppl wash their dirty laundry out on national tv, broadcasted all ard e globe, wat kinda msg are we sendin out?? i sure as hell wld be damn embarrassed to talk abt my problems in front of a crowd... i'd rather settle it wit e parties involved.. but who are we kiddin? we noe i'm not dat kinda person.. i'd juz mull abt it n juz go wit e flow... which i noe, is a problem in itself..
but, as i said, i'd rather give my blessings to an adulterous couple coz i noe dey'd deserve each other than to fight fer sthg which isn't worth it.. i'd juz be poisonin myself when i curse em or do voodoo on em.. i mean, u get back threefolds of wat u wish upon others.. so why not wish e culprits get a windfall of a million bucks... u do e maths.. it's threefolds... heh..... but of coz, it doesn't werk dat way... wishful tinkin!! after all, life's a bitch.. n she's got puppies... *winks at tina*
®dat wink to tina in no way indicates us condoning, adultery, voodoo,etc... n it doesn't imply me callin her a bitch.. it's juz our personal joke abt e puppies part... tho i do wonder if one wld rather be in e noe abt e affairs or be in denial???? coz btw e 2, i can't choose.. i juz pray it'd neva happen to me.. n does peein in yr enemies' shampoo/shower gels brings u down to their level?? or maybe an innocent nudge at e top of e stairways perhaps?? or how abt bloggin abt it??? p.s:my views are highly recommended wit a pinch of salt..