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juz a lil insight into my world....
my rantings & musings...
nothin more, nothin less
& wat goes on in here,
stays in here...
kapish?

right.. where wuz i? hmm.. oh, home affairs.. well, now, there's a mini cold war goin on... i'm still pretty much in e middle coz i haven't been home much after all so i've been missin out on all e action.. but truth be told, i wasn't very happy abt some things long before as well.. it's juz dat i tend to juz suck it all in n let it pass.. when i like a person, i let em take me fer granted, only to a certain limit of coz.. n it's not like i'm oblivious to dat.. plus i'm not e confrontational kinda person.. i tend to juz bitch abt it to those close to me n den end up not doin anythin else.. so therein lies my fault.. i've been too quiet to e extend some ppl juz take it fer granted n get far too comfortable..

e slammin of e doors annoys me..
e loud music blastin fm one rm annoys me.. especially if i haf a flgt in e mornin n despite repeated attempts in gettin u to turn it down; i juz get ignored..
e mess left behind annoys me.. i mean, when u cook, haf e decency to wipe e werk area, wash e dishes instead of piling it all up in e sinkie.. it's not fair fer someone else to wash up after u coz it wun be nice if i were to wash my plates n leave yrs to rot.. n of coz, throw away any leftovers!! it's a wonder there's roaches in e kitchen! i had no prob fer a year simply coz i dun cook!!
no cookin=no mess=no roaches!!!
yeah, i'm all fer get-togethers.. i can't restrict yr social life, it is yr house too after all.. but there's only a certain limit dat ppl can take... i've haf enuf of ciggie smells n unexpected visits.. it's not as if we din put up wit yr partner over-stayin wit us fer almost 3/4mths??? but when yr guests take things fer granted as well, n come n go as n when dey feel like it, leave their mess n stench in e common area, even use MY bathroom, sthg needs to be said doesn't it?
i'm not happy wit havin ppl i barely noe, openin e door to my room to gain access to my toilet... dey're yr guests, y can't dey use YOURS?!? n it's not like dey haf my permission to do so in e first place!!! i wasn't even ard!! which reminds me of dat time when u simply decided to creep into my wardrobe, wear my top n kindly hang it back up witout my knowledge; dat is until i saw dat incriminatin video...

n usin someone else's laptop fer cyber-sex?!? now, dat's way out of line!!! sure, it's not my lappy; n it betta not be but i feel so disgusted n sorry fer e owner herself.. is dat even fair?? n den when someone voices out their unsatisfaction abt e way things haf been goin down, dey get accussed of over-reactin?!? it's not like u din tell yr fren to leave e mess u made out of tv boxes in e kitchen juz as it is.. accordin to dat fren, u said 'juz leave it, let em clear it..' wat are we?? yr freakin maids?? when no one says anythin abt cleanin up after u, dat doesn't mean dey enjoy doin so... n e accusations flung at dat person is not enuf? u actually delete dat someone off yr frenster list?!? n den haf yr partner block her off as well.. isn't dat mature.. n btw, bitchin abt her to her own best fren is so low... dis person in question has actually helped u guys a lot in case u haven't noticed.. so i dun tink it's fair fer her.. c'mon, u're older than us so start actin dat way..

did i mention e mess u created when u had yr partner stayin wit us.. let's juz say we all noe how really honest n un-promiscuous u are.. man, if dat's wat u call luv, den u'd betta thank god dat yr partner is a dumb-ass..

probly u juz can't help makin use of ppl.. but when those ppl concerned are my frens to begin with, dat's juz uncalled fer.. u haf no idea wat kinda trouble u put me thru by askin a certain fren of mine to help yr partner get a job... it's not as if u're clueless abt e kinda situation we're in.. n by tellin someone else dat u're a gd fren of anotha one of MY frens when u dun even noe her...? dat's juz plain weird... sometimes i really wonder who are u.. or wat u are... u can be all nice n sweet to me but den at e end of e day, i juz feel used.. how come?? i mean, it's not as if i dunno how fake u can be but y put on dat act?? i hate dat.. it only serves to confuse ppl okie? neva gonna earn brownie points wit me dat way alrite.. coz when u act, i somehow emulate dat n get all fake wit u as well.. n i hate bein fake.. i'd rather haf no contact wit someone i dun fancy than to be fake...

n apparently, yr partner said u've been lyin abt yr family... now, who does dat??!