oh wow!!! al gore on oprah!!!!! oh wow!!!!!!
now dat makes gd tv!!!
tried sthg new today.. went to get some needles poked in my shoulders... hahahah... went fer acupunture... first time in my life n i haf 4 more sessions to go.. fer a simple case of sprained neck/shoulder.. but hey, i'm not payin fer it, so why not?? =P
wasn't painful as i imagined it to be.. had like 7 pins on/in me n it wuz like lil ants bites.. no biggies.. but e massage e doctor gave prior to e needles wuz gob-smackin/drool-inducin/pants-wettin nice!!!!! she really knew where e knots were n it wuz a happy kinda pain.. hehehehe...
accordin to her, e needles are positioned at points to release endorphins.. e au natural marijuana so-to-speak.. hmmm, is dat y i'm feelin so much lifted?
so yeah, din noe bein an acupuncturist earns u big buckaroos.. coz e doc wuz sayin she's gotta collect her keys to her apartment on e palm tmr so she'll give me a call to confirm my appointment.. e palm?!! can u believe it?? maybe i shld go into e acupuncture biznez too? damnnnn....
n den while walkin n lookin fer a cab to go back, me n niza found a breadtalk in e middle of nowhere.. literally! in dubz?? in healthcare city?? e shop wuz huge but rather barren.. dunno if it's like dat normally or whether it wuz too late in e day, or rather, nite so all e pastries were gone..
so yep.. dat's abt it fer today.. ® tanx niza, fer e company!!
now i'm kinda worried abt my flgts.. totally screwed up evrythin.. n i really haf no clue wat can be done.. damnit.. tryin so hard not to tink too much abt it but it's beginnin to really stress me out... aaargh!!! i need more needles!!!!
baby, i'm sorry...Labels: e day..
it's all abt u...
juz u..
heck; e world revolves ard u..
doesn't it?®interestin revelation i juz made.. no one is eva perfect... not dat i din noe dat before.. but i kinda had higher expectations of certain ppl.. guess it juz doesn't pay to ASS.U.ME..Labels: random rants, to you
honestly... i can so kill someone rite now...
or at least trash things ard.. okie, not in my room coz it's oredi trashed as it is.. maybe a hotel room..? hmmm???
u juz can't wait, can you??? it's always now or neva.. yr way or e highway.. n when it's red, it's red.. no in betweens.. not maroon, not ruby... it's got to be bloody red!!!
i'm gonna cool myself down now n go get some rest.. bloody long nite, to maldives n back.. dun need dis rite now.. n choosing to do dat rather than to sit ard n dwell on e topic doesn't mean i dun care.. it means i can deal wit it later coz there's no point stressin myself out further.. i dun operate like u but dat doesn't mean i dun operate at all...
maybe i'm e one who needs medication... to burst dis bubble i haf ard me.. to make me worry juz dat bit more... n to stop tinkin dat things do werk out.. even in e strangest way possible.. life can be pretty twisted sometimes but i s'posed it always has to be straight lines fer u..
maybe i really am living in my own world..
maybe e glass is half empty...
n maybe life isn't a bed of roses...
but it certainly doesn't hurt to tink otherwise...
at least dat's how i feel......®am i really dat hard to trust?? wat e hell am i s'posed to be hiding?! geez... i've neva given anyone a reason to doubt yet dat's all dat i seem to get.. it's like i always haf a motive behind evrythin i do.. lemme juz say dat i dun haf time n i certainly dun haf any energy to play games.. (unless it's wit ppl dat i haf agendas against).. thot i made it clear dat wat u see is wat u get...? i am fairly simple.. n i totally believe wat goes around comes around... so.. why e hell wld i do somethin unbecomin??! gosh... tink i really need some rest.. my head's spinnin n i'm blabberin way too much now..Labels: random rants
100i'd only recently put up e counter thingy on dis blog coz i thot it wuz cute.. wit e cats n all.. n today, when i checked, it showed a hundred... to be exact..
i dun even noe who makes up these numbers coz i din advertise it to e whole world.. it's more of an outlet fer myself n more of a means to update frenz on e events in my life...
i mean, i'm fine wit others readin up my posts n i actually thank u guys fer takin yr time n fer takin interest.. however, one thing i'm certainly not fine wit is when ppl read my entries n dey assume dey noe it all.. dey tink dey noe me so much betta thru readin my blog but i hafta say, dis isn't e whole of me... e simple reason behind it?? becoz i dun even noe who reads up!!! n i haf to conscientiously take note not to offend anyone nor to reveal too much.. u wldn't wanna be feedin info to yr enemies now, wld u? especially when u haf ppl gd at manipulation all ard u... n my pet peeve?? is when ppl judge me.. dey judge me thru my posts... n dey use my posts against me... i hate dat! n it isn't a one-off thingy.. i rememba clearly when someone said he found my blog on frenster offensive.. since it wuz an entry directed to someone he wuz close wit...all i can say is dat, i'm not here to get fans.. nor try to suck up to anyone.. i dun do dat in real life so why wld i do dat here??? IT'S NOT ME!!!!
in fact, i rave n rant n get all emo over here coz i thot it'll be a safer environment.. i dun even like confronting ppl so why can't i bitch abt it n lash it all online? n if no one pissed me off in e first place, there wldn't be any need fer dat..!! no one gets hurt...!! dis is my way of handling my frustrations.. so leave me be... e virtual me shld be able do at least do some of e stuff dat e real me won't.. like lettin my guards down by bein all sweet n proffessin my luv n affection to anyone who deserves it...
and if u dun like it, dun read. period. i dun wax lyricals nor write conjured-up stories in dis blog.. it's my online-journal, if u will... it's an extension of me.. witout bein really me... no one is so simple.. evryone has layers.. so, next time anyone finds anythin not to their liking on dis blog, i'm sorry.. but why dun u try somewhere else?® i tink e only similarities i haf btw me n dis blog is dat cartoon... hahahahah!!! Labels: random rants
