juz a lil insight into my world....
my rantings & musings...
nothin more, nothin less
& wat goes on in here,
stays in here...
kapish?
Sunday, July 01, 2007
layer cake..[ 1:15 PM ]
100
i'd only recently put up e counter thingy on dis blog coz i thot it wuz cute.. wit e cats n all.. n today, when i checked, it showed a hundred... to be exact.. i dun even noe who makes up these numbers coz i din advertise it to e whole world.. it's more of an outlet fer myself n more of a means to update frenz on e events in my life... i mean, i'm fine wit others readin up my posts n i actually thank u guys fer takin yr time n fer takin interest.. however, one thing i'm certainly not fine wit is when ppl read my entries n dey assume dey noe it all.. dey tink dey noe me so much betta thru readin my blog but i hafta say, dis isn't e whole of me... e simple reason behind it?? becoz i dun even noe who reads up!!! n i haf to conscientiously take note not to offend anyone nor to reveal too much.. u wldn't wanna be feedin info to yr enemies now, wld u? especially when u haf ppl gd at manipulation all ard u... n my pet peeve?? is when ppl judge me.. dey judge me thru my posts... n dey use my posts against me... i hate dat! n it isn't a one-off thingy.. i rememba clearly when someone said he found my blog on frenster offensive.. since it wuz an entry directed to someone he wuz close wit...
all i can say is dat, i'm not here to get fans.. nor try to suck up to anyone.. i dun do dat in real life so why wld i do dat here??? IT'S NOT ME!!!! in fact, i rave n rant n get all emo over here coz i thot it'll be a safer environment.. i dun even like confronting ppl so why can't i bitch abt it n lash it all online? n if no one pissed me off in e first place, there wldn't be any need fer dat..!! no one gets hurt...!! dis is my way of handling my frustrations.. so leave me be... e virtual me shld be able do at least do some of e stuff dat e real me won't.. like lettin my guards down by bein all sweet n proffessin my luv n affection to anyone who deserves it... and if u dun like it, dun read. period.
i dun wax lyricals nor write conjured-up stories in dis blog.. it's my online-journal, if u will... it's an extension of me.. witout bein really me... no one is so simple.. evryone has layers.. so, next time anyone finds anythin not to their liking on dis blog, i'm sorry.. but why dun u try somewhere else?
® i tink e only similarities i haf btw me n dis blog is dat cartoon... hahahahah!!!
