i'm in a bit traumatised now... flgt wuz gd.. to n fro.. but when we were landin into dubz, nedal, e purser, who's obviously fabulously gay; told straight to my face dat i'm a lesbian!!! n it's juz dat i dunno it yet.. or dat i'm juz suppressin it real well.. wtf?!? i mean, he said it in sucha matter-of-fact, no-nonsense kinda manner dat i wuz lost fer words!! n i wuz like, 'how e hell do u pass off someone as a lesbo??? i mean, i'm stayin wit one n i wld neva haf guessed.. din even haf an inkling until she confessed...'
n he simply said 'i can tell, honey.. i juz can....'
*gasp*
i'm simply mortified!! n it's not like i haf anythin against homosexuality.. well, mostly i dun.. coz i cldn't care less.. but i dun necessarily condone it.. it juz crosses e line when dey try to impose their skool of thots on me.. i juz tink it's against e law of nature.. n i'm sorry, but i luv men.. i can't get enuf of my bf fer cryin out loud.. it's been almost a wk since he left n i'm still havin withdrawal symptoms... n it's not like i'm attracted to his feminity.. e only shred of femininity in him is his luv fer e colour pink.. hahahah!!! not dat i haf a problem wit dat... havin said dat, no, i'm not into butches... dat's juz confusin.. i mean, if i were to eva swing dat way, i'd rather get it on wit a hot girlie-girl.. not a girl who tries so hard to be a guy coz i'd rather be wit a genuine guy in dat case.. sheeeeeesh....
tanx nedal fer screwin my mind!!!!
i'm too in luv wit myself anyways....speakin of lesbos... apparently a particular person ran into sylvia (not lesbo!!); n made up some stories abt how me n her r so close n we hate e other flatmate of ours... wtf?!?!?! seriously!!? is she in her own world or is dis a dirty tactic to play us up against each other?!? she's really positively weird i tell u... totally reminds me of e other occassion when she claimed to be close frenz wit mermaid, my fren, when she only met her once!!! n not to mention e stories she told mazen... doesn't dat juz scream psycho?!? great combo i must say... psycho-lesbo...
glad me n niza signed dat form to move out.. these kinda ppl are not gd fer yr health.. n safety...®wonderin wat kinda sub-concious vibes i'm sendin out to e world... once again, i DUN haf anythin against gays.. i dun quite care.. juz dat when dey cross e line, it's kinda hard fer anyone to be chummies.... n yes, i WILL use it against u... u freak...Labels: dubz, e day.., ppl
i'm too in luv wit myself anyways....